::fragments::

Pat had sent me a letter telling me he wanted to be intimate with me again. I was in Olympia and left him a message saying yes, tonight. But when he called me back he said that he and Lisa were preparing to go camping. He did not invite me. I was completely distraught that I was in Olympia and Pat was not making an effort to see me. I had begun to think I was falling in love with him again.