I've been thinking a lot about the intimacy of online journals - whether they're changed somehow by the tension inherent in public/private writing, or whether the format - with its clean, readable typeface and symmetrical entry boxes, the carefully selected author photos and collections of links, the lack of tactuality - can ever really reveal as much as notebooks.
For the sake of showing you what my process really looks like, here are a few pages from an old notebook about Mondrian, brainwaves, earthquakes, forensic art, and archaeology:
Of course, these were also selected. The second image only shows one page, which might make you wonder what I'm hiding. And why. There's that public/private tension again. It never goes away.
And yes, my handwriting is really that bad.
Comments (6)
My first response was that I was amazed at the space the actual writing took up. And from there, compared it to how I take up space on my own pages.
I can't remember if you are right- or left-handed. For some reason I thought of this, too.
Posted by wendy | August 28, 2003 7:04 PM
Posted on August 28, 2003 19:04
Hee hee. I was noticing that, too . . . It was so strange to see it next to the typeface, in all its messy glory. :)
It's different for each notebook. Sometimes I just write a few words per page. Sometimes I write really small and fill up the space (but I can't sustain that for long. My writing is naturally big).
Right-handed.
Are you left-handed? For some reason, I'm thinking that you are . . . - K.
Posted by karriehiggins | August 28, 2003 7:12 PM
Posted on August 28, 2003 19:12
I like that it's different for each notebook for you. I will admit that my style is pretty conventional and that I generally write the same way in each of my notebooks, and I'm concerned usually with space--as in, I want to use all the space on the page as much as possible.
Yep--left-handed. Folklore says I am either a genius or sociopath--or both. Heehee!
Posted by wendy | August 29, 2003 8:54 AM
Posted on August 29, 2003 08:54
It's not that I have no concern for space - actually, it's an awareness of space that leads me to use each notebook and page differently. The space is part of the process. Also, I have a very hard time shrinking my handwriting, or making it neater, or placing it on exact lines, or staying within the boundaries of the page . . . it's something to do with my neurological conditions. (Handwriting analysis is consistent with my neurological profile . . . interesting). Anyway, I see the notebooks as visual art as well as textual art. Probably something to do with my background in art history. - K.
Posted by karriehiggins | August 29, 2003 9:08 AM
Posted on August 29, 2003 09:08
Genius or sociopath, eh? How about both! (Ha!)
Posted by karriehiggins | August 29, 2003 9:09 AM
Posted on August 29, 2003 09:09
I also do alot of things to make up for paper consumption. I shop at bulk bins whenever possible, so I don't buy wasteful cardboard packaging. I recycle every scrap I possibly can. I don't buy processed, packaged foods if I can avoid them. I re-use paper bags until they fall apart. I limit my water consumption. I recycle clothes and other materials . . . I limit electricity usage (no air conditioning, little heat, turn off the lights, etc.) So I'm aware of waste as well as space, and I understand the desire to fill up every last square inch of paper - I just quite literally can't write small enough to do it, even when I don't just put a few words on a page.
Poetry often uses a very small amount of the page - and, of course, prose can do the same, when it's part of the process or form . . . I actually consider most of my writing to be in form . . . so that's another aspect of it.
And I often go back and scribble in more notes to myself. Like on the first image, the page to the right - I went back and added the question about what's happening mathematically - I have to leave room for that, or my notebooks would never function the way I want them to. - K.
Posted by karriehiggins | August 29, 2003 9:24 AM
Posted on August 29, 2003 09:24